She checked today’s date & sighed. Her periods were now delayed by a week.
What if she was pregnant? She thought. And it made her smile.
She closed her eyes and reveled in what she thought was her near future.
A tiny baby was growing in her womb. Her face was glowing with happiness.
She couldn’t wait to see the sonogram of tiny hands and tiny feet, a content face with closed eyes.
She couldn’t wait to talk to her baby. Hope it would be a girl. She wouldn’t mind a baby boy either.
Maybe it was a boy who would look like his father.
She would have to inform him about the baby and that thought disturbed her. What if he disowned the baby?
And then she thought about her parents. How would they face society’s endless questions?
However modern Indians were, an unwed mother would always be a stigma on society.
She started making plans on how she would handle this situation & drifted off to sleep.
Next morning, she woke up with cramps hurting her belly. The Red Devil had visited her.
She mourned the loss of the baby she would never be able to hold in her arms.